To love someone so deeply means also that it will hurt a thousand times more when he disappoints or leaves you.
"boy i’m in a great mood!"
"oh, please. you can’t REALLY be in a great mood. there are people out there who just got raises. people just got married. people are being reunited with their families right now. how dare you say you’re happy."
The equivalent of someone saying you can’t be sad because other people have it worse than you.
all i think about is clothes i can’t afford and food i want to order.